I'm feeling a little lost and fed up right now.
A year and a half ago when I started this blog I threw myself into it reviewing books, participating in memes and excitedly watching my follower count slowly but then steadily rise. I loved everything about it from making new friends, reading new and different books and just discussing books and reading in general with similar minded people; with readers and bookworms. So it's a bit of pain really for me to have to admit that I'm in a proper blogging slump. I really don't have the will or wish to blog right now. Why? Well I haven't really blogged properly in about two months especially the last month as I have been super busy and been abroad etc. And now I'm back I feel like I've missed so much, have fallen behind and just don't know what I'm really doing right now. I have a trillion reviews to write but because I know I have to write them I feel no wish to do so. I also feel that my posts are being seen by no one. This isn't me moaning that I want more followers, not in the slightest. But I put up posts and they are barely viewed and I feel like sometimes, what is the point? What is the point in writing up a thousand and one reviews for a handful of people to see. I know I started this blog for myself, for fun and my own enjoyment but it's nice to know that someone is looking. Maybe I have a touch of the green eyed monster when I see others doing so well on their blogs. I don't really now. I just feel like I don't have the energy to pour into something like this right now. But the problem is; I want to. I know I've probably confused you right now but I really want to blog. I really want to write reviews and interesting fun posts. Why is it so hard to do though?! I have been toying with the idea of starting up a booktubing channel as it seems so much easier to talk about books rather than writing about them. But I'd need to get the equipment and stuff so I'm a little unsure at the moment. I just need a little bit of inspiration and maybe a little nudge and a kick up the bum. Help!
